Exam fever

assalamualaikum ,


how you doing ? fine ? owh that's good . me ? not really . I don't know what had happened to myself  lately . I forget things easily . Its getting worse whenever I have four killer papers more to finish exam . I am really depressed now . Studying abroad is really challenging . If you hate change and you don't want to leave your comfort zone , studying abroad may not be for you . Sound really good to study abroad , but you have to consider many aspects . Think it for yourself , not for others because one who is going to feel the effect is YOU . Nothing to do with others . But , if you have the opportunity to study abroad , really consider it after you have already think deeply . Deep thinking can change your life (:
Have a blast ! 

p/s: exam mood . merapu sebentar bersama kitkat :'D
doakan saya ! thank you . 

assalamualaikum,


its been ages i haven't post something.
i got a lot of work to do recently .being a dental student is never easy .hectic lifestyle , the craziness of the people here , the problems i had to solves and ......... haha the truth is i am too malas to update my blog .huhu


i stayed up majority of the night crying now .it's hard because i'm only 18 and i can do nothing about it . 
the worst part is , i haven't slept since three days ago . i suffered a lot from this .everyday i pray to ar-rahim , i want to have a better life next day - free from pijat . i have final exam for this semester during this and next month , i'm really tired and sick staying up all night - .the only left thing to do is pray .

ni la pepijat , geliiiiiiiiiii .

dia kalau gigit cmni la jadiknya

ni kesan kalau kita garu kt tempat yg gatai tu ,nanti lama2 jadi semakin besar

 i sit on the chair , looking outside , take a deep breath , realize myself, there are a lot of people out there who have no shelter , sleep with the ants , mosquito , dogs as well . me , i have a house for shelter , not too big ,just enough for my friend and me . yeah , that is better than them . i used to calm myself using this kind of words .


please pray for my success , for islam of course ! (:
i promised to do the best and keep the rest to Allah al-wahhab .


# please , i beg you to pray for me to have a new house . the most important is , no pijat . the size of the house is doesn't matter , but the bedbugs is BIG MATTER T.. T